Lucency

by Hadyn

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1.
Malkuth 05:43
Yesterday I broke something Beyond repair And I left it there It will still be there when I return It will still be there when I return Rivers turns green when we let them be Rid the crown of men like me Reverse of symmetry On the wall I saw something Scrawled out words That I did not read They will still be there when I return They will still be there when I return You and I We have nothing new to say And yet we all demand to be heard
2.
Surfeit 05:35
Folding in From each side Tucked away Away from sight If I no longer see with my own eyes Would that mean It’s no longer there? Folding inwards Creased in straight lines Each fold slightly Less in size If I no longer see with my own eyes Would that mean It’s no longer there?
3.
I make up a room Filled with many corners And I want to be In every corner at the same time And I try to Tie a string from edge to edge But there is no Center for strings to cut through I make up a room Decorated with windows above me Cascading over me I wanna let every single cloud come down beside me Crowd the spaces I can’t fill Lay me down Across this room Carefully place me in every seat at once Spread me out In every chair Fulfill me, make me feel whole
4.
Windowsill 05:22
I wonder Often to myself If I were To press myself against the glass What shape would I leave behind What shape would I leave behind To be with How to be with Beside Belonging beside Allow me as a brother Allow me as a sister Tapping against A surface of glass Wondering what Sounds will amass Reflecting off From the other side Reflecting off From the other side I want to hear Every sound I leave behind I want to hear Every sound I leave behind To be with How to be with Beside Belonging beside Allow me as a brother Allow me as a sister
5.
Łódź 01:14
6.
The color of blue, right here Inside my mouth A melted lemon, sideways I drink every ounce Without memory, as it fades Cherish is the word I must learn to pronounce The shape of the moon, right here Inside my chest A truth revealed, set free By two figures as they undress Without memory, as it fades Cherish is the word I must learn to pronounce A box of different colored pastels Beside your bed Not a need for paper Draw all over your arms instead Every line you drew Would appear on my arms too
7.
Torso 04:18
I climbed a mountain And I found a tree I carved a hole In it’s trunk discreetly I whispered softly Into it’s side Climbed down the mountain And left my whispers behind I had a shadow Clinging to my torso Everywhere I went It would follow Tried to tie that shadow To that tree Just to see if it would Follow me Wouldn’t you know When I came back home Guess who was waiting for me Always seems to find me eventually
8.
Odeon 05:20
Once I tried to imagine myself to be like an orphan As if it could be a solution As if it were the key We’re all just waiting for the show to begin Curtains still drawn, the lights not yet dim I used to squint my eyes to pretend showtime was near But now I enjoy most us being here The orchestra gets smaller and smaller Quintet becomes a quartet Quartet becomes a trio Trio becomes a duo Every innocence I’ve known Will one day be mine alone Until the day I start my own Until the day I start a trio of my own We’re all just waiting for the show to begin Curtains still drawn, the lights not yet dim I used to squint my eyes to pretend showtime was near But now I enjoy most us being here
9.
Lucency 06:04
Fingertips Lightly pressed Down on the back of my shoulder Maybe it’s me Just can’t help but feel Like the angels can see right through me Could they see The parts I don’t want them to see I just hope they go easy on me Or perhaps Or maybe Maybe I’m the one who should go easy on me Maybe they know Maybe they see See a light that seems to exist inside of me Like lucency Flesh and bone All the same Color as panes of glass Every fear I have ever known For all the world to see Rustling feathers Gathered whispers They say the fear means I’m alive I try to recall All that they told me Even if they’re not really here beside me Or perhaps Or maybe Maybe I’m the one who should go easy on me Maybe they know Maybe they see See a light that seems to exist inside of me Like lucency

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released October 13, 2021

Recorded between Sept. 2018 and Feb. 2021.
Written, produced, performed and mixed by Hadyn.
Mastered by Matt Colton.
Logic Pro 9/X, Custom Eurorack System, Roland JD-800, AMS RMX16,
Roland RE-301 Chorus Echo, Rat Distortion Pedal.

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